Hello and merry christmas.
By the way my mom is a crazy bitch. thats all I really want to say about that. Oh yeah and my Dads an asshole. definitley don’t want to talk about that.
Well our Christmas eve party went fairly well, it was a good time. Had some good laughs, some good food, I actually feel as though my stomach could explode any second. For the most part Im feeling a little down on life. Actually I don’t even know if I would say that really . . . its just like I realized again how fucking miserable I was during high school and such and it just really makes me want to get the fuck out. seriously. Im having some epic desires to just pick up and disappear. But do not be alarmed my friends for I won’t really do it. I must see all of you again. Hopefully I can be all alone at the cabin, which is probably a complete fantasy and won’t be anything like my actually reality, but hey Im gonna dream. Yeah but essentially all you really need to know about my life right now is that a month is a long time and I really want to be back at school. (ps. Rachel Im also struggling with trying not to think about Ben)
Jamila Im also extremely frustrated with my family. Its just the don’t understand/care. My sister straight out said I don’t care and I was really upset/ still am upset. Its so frustrating. But hopefully you can really start teaching the children. I feel like they are the easiest audience for you to target while you are at home. You should make them be like recycling cops, make badges and stuff. that would be pretty neat. And maybe if you can get the kids involved first their parents and the rest of your family will be more open for change and will eventually be able to listen to what your saying. TWAT SPOT! of yeah. Im totally down for all those decorations. especially the NZ map, i want that above my bed.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SAVE ME.
LOVE
Steffie
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im really trying to “Retrain” the kiddos. at the zoo i was trying to tell them about endangered species and how humans cause it, but they just ran away from me, lol. and i try to tell them to turn off the lights and dont keep the water running…but they never seem to listen. im only with them for so long. did ben text u back? are u gonna make any moves when u get back to wilson? IM SO FUCKING BORED!!! AHHHHHH!!!! lol
haha. no he never texted me back. . . i mean i guess why would he that was pretty frickin random and out of the blue. I don’t even know. i feel so stupid. I don’t even know what moves to make or what to do! somebody help me, seriously. IM really far behind in learning all these skills.
ohh just had a great idea. Maybe you can make some tapes with subliminal messaging, then while the children sleep you can sneak in and play it . . . yes this could work
whoa, thats intense. thats some “brave new world” shit, lol